I drifted away
You used to be close to God. Somewhere along the way the prayers got shorter, then stopped.
Start with · The son who came home
Free guide + 30-day journal
Feel far from God?
You can come back home. A free guide and 30-day journal for anyone who drifted away, and anyone starting for the very first time.
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- 32-page guide
- 44-page journal
- Phone + print
This is for you if…
There’s no wrong place to start.
The guide opens with a quick self-check. Find the sentence that sounds most like you, and it tells you exactly which pages to read first.
I’m completely new
You’ve never really had a relationship with God, and you don’t know where to begin.
Start with · Your first honest prayer
I was hurt by church or people
Someone who represented God hurt you, and it’s hard to separate Him from them.
Start with · God isn’t waiting to punish you
I’m full of doubts
Part of you wants to believe, and part of you isn’t sure any of it is real.
Start with · When you feel nothing
What’s inside
Two PDFs. One way back.
Come back home first. Then grow closer, one day at a time.
Come Back Home
How to grow closer to God again. An honest, practical map for the way back, or the way in.
- “Where are you right now?” A self-check with 4 paths that tells you where to start.
- The son who came home. What’s actually true about God, grace and shame.
- 3 starter prayers and the HOME prayer framework for when you have no words.
- Where to start in the Bible plus a 14-day reading plan.
- What to do when you feel nothing, when old habits pull you back, and how to find a healthy church.
- A 7-Day Restart: a verse, a prayer and a question for every day.
30 Days Closer
Thirty verses. Thirty prayers. One honest page a day.
- 30 days, one page each: a Bible verse, a short reflection, a prayer to pray along and one honest question.
- Space to write, every day.
- 3 seasons: Hard Seasons, Waiting & Trusting, Gratitude & a Humble Heart.
- 7 prayers before a run or workout.
- A 30-day tracker and a prayer list.
Two editions of each
Read it on your phone at night, or print it and write in it with a pen.
Dark editionMade for your phone
Print editionLight pages for paper
A letter
Hey friend,
Maybe you used to pray every day, and somewhere along the way it just stopped. Maybe you never really had a relationship with God, and nobody ever showed you what it looks like on a normal Tuesday. Either way, I’m really glad you’re here.
I made this for both of you. It isn’t a sermon and it isn’t a theology book. It’s a simple, honest map: what’s actually true about God, your first steps, a rhythm you can keep, and what to do when you drift again. Because you probably will, and that doesn’t disqualify you.
I’m not a pastor. I just believe God meets people on ordinary mornings, in the middle of a run, on a bedroom floor at 2 a.m. Take what helps you to God and to His Word.
You don’t have to fix yourself first. You just have to turn around.
— Caleb
“But while he was still far off, his father saw him, and was moved with compassion, and ran, fell on his neck, and kissed him.”
Luke 15:20
Is it really free?
Yes. Enter your email, confirm it, and you get both PDFs right away. No payment, no trial, nothing to cancel.
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Do I need to go to church?
No. You can start right where you are: in your room, on a walk, on a run. The guide has a chapter on finding a healthy community when you’re ready, with no pressure and no timeline.
Is this for a specific denomination?
No. It stays close to the Bible itself. Every verse is quoted from the World English Bible, and the prayers and reflections are there to point you to God and to His Word.
What if I have doubts?
Then you’re exactly who this is for. One of the four paths is written for people who want to believe and aren’t sure. You’ll find honest prayers, where to start reading, and what to do when you feel nothing.
How do I get it?
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Come back home.
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